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Monday, November 2, 2009

since everyone says that i am not mature in enough..so be it...
since you trust your own friends so be it...
i don want to bother it anymore...
i am not childish at all actually...is just that i am my past that is no one knows it ok...who knew let me ask you..let me tell you only my secondary school classmate knows about it...people says that a relationship will change a person...i believe so... do ask you to reconsider the marriage...i can't give you the things you want as its wat you say in your blog and all your blog post too...since you saw her blog..i wouldn't care too...reconsider the marriage pa...
if you think of die...than you go ahead.. i won't stop you..do you know what is the word die...i believe you didn't...do you exp people says that they want to continue living in this world? no you didn't...i did...even their last moment in this world they still says that..they still wants to spend their life with their partner....last time i am not a childish person i lost a lot of things...god taken away all the things i wish for...i wanted to hold on..but god taken away...i lost it from batch son of bitch..backstabbing...i want to find back my value in life...i lost it away....i can't tell you how much i cherish this relationship...hope you understand...its just the commitment...i don't dare to give...do you understand i can't...i can't because i don want god to take away this relationship and the things i cherish for...from me anymore...i really don't have the guts to commit into it...i afraid i lost it..because i made mistake a lot..can you understand a bit..

isaac blogged at 4:51 PM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...