Thursday, April 30, 2009
Your eyes
which first held me captivated
where I stood.
Your smile
to dazzle the sun
and warm every corner of my soul.
Your voice
like a sparkling mountain stream
which flows into my heart.
Your walk
and the way your gracefulness
takes my breath away.
Your hair
about which I dreamed
cascading into my face
as you leaned over me.
Your hands
whose caress I crave
to hold my face
in their tenderness.
Your arms
I long to have around my neck
as you pull me close
to your warmth.
Most of all
everything you are
changed the way I feel about my life.
I love you.My heart aches within from missing you,please don't leave me,everything that i do always have you with me..i cannot forget you i can't
My lips long for the feel of kissing you,
Right now all I need is to gently touch your skin,
To look into your eyes and see deep within,
Just one warm embrace,
Just to look upon your face,
Just one little touch,
From the one I love so much,
If I could gaze upon your smile,
For just a little while,
To know that you miss me too,
As I'm thinking of you,
To hear the sound of you breathe,
Knowing you'll never leave,
To see you walk up to me,
Then embrace you tenderly,
To just be with the one who's sent my heart reeling,
And brought about this downpour of emotion and feeling,
*And pray that somehow this all turns out right,
I've never been one to do more taking than giving,
*I've told you many thoughts that weren't borrowed or bought,
And in lifetime, who would have thought,
That I have found someone who was just meant for me,
I can't explain the magic or why this should be,
But there is one thing that I know for certain,
That this just ain't over till one of us draws the final curtain,
For I've seen an angel and I want you to know,
If it's my choice to make, I'll never let you go,
Don't know what life holds, maybe there's no reason or rhyme,
To think you may be mine in a matter of time,
And though I cannot touch you and we are now apart,
My Love, you do dwell, so deep within my heart.
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and blue.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.
I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "love you so much,I Love You"
And the way you're always there.
I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.
*Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest
I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight
Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away
you already have my heart,you have my soul,you have my body,how to forget you,even if you return back to me.my whole entire body including everything will not leave you...i maybe a dumb...in words but all i want is that you can be the one with me share the problem with me in term of action...rather than you hide the feeling when we met...i didn't want to end this...no matter who is the one who break us up...even they tried but they will not be successful.........
i already put a stamp on you stating that you are mine forever...why you trying to run away ?
please dear i may not to be there for you sometime...but i still want you to be my forever, my wife ok i want you to be my wife next time no matter wat happen.....
Today just didn't want to blog that much as no one would see either
if there's people see my blog also never tag something he/she is just idiot
a jerk, as i said do tag...but no one ever did.....
today just bad day as well......
to think that friends will be there for you when you in need of help yes they do but
after that they will intend to keep saying because of his/her credit...
end of story....
today when i was in town area, i went to a shop which sold album and album of songs
and i heard this song 依琳 陶喆-今天你要嫁给我, i suddenly remember that song and
this shop...but ya everything is a past too....but i could say this song very special to me...
sometime i miss the song too......
at night my sister treat me with dinner but i didn't eat much...but i just try to eat abit my sister talk to me and cheer me up too thks sis...
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
so long never blog le
i don know wat to blog as my life is total mess up....
so ya thats it....
just hope my life can back to normal
i don want to be like this no more
and please god give me a chance
if everything back to normal i will go to oversea and live there forever
Monday, April 27, 2009
The darkest Days in my life
bad things keep coming out from nowhere
wait this and that, what the hell is a relationship gonna to do with this
never mind...i already done it, what can i do, i already repay it
i know i maybe stupid, but did you ever seen yourself a empty wallet
when you try to find some part time job but they just give you an empty promise
nvm thats ok i can go with that...when the hell can i ask things from ?
from who ? all reply is either head freeze or other stupid reason i will receive
haiz never mind....when the hell relationship is a another thing but never mind
everyone happy now i break with her i already be single
oh ya i already not in friendster or facebook don't bother asking me why
{non ho più neanche una lira}
wat do you want me to do now.....
its like Fate against Will right now
Fate against Destiny
Fate against Love
thats why i got this song
love story by taylor swift
this song is our songs our situation is the same but now everything is already nothing matter
why do you all have to force me do this
please don't force me anymore or else i will find a alt ways
singapore is a world trade country and why are we still have law and rule to everything
including relationship......does it makes singaporean felt control ?...it like the choice
the goverment have choose for ppl le you don't have to think just follow the path that was build....
Sunday, April 26, 2009
today was quite tiring days
wake up at 10 plus due to some bitch go and call me and KPKB me
leature me haiz very sad than kena leature till 11.45 lol
than ya talk to my lao po
i can feel that she is not ok...maybe abt that one lorrr
so ya i think its better that i pei her lol
so ya slack a bit study a bit lol hahaha
than go to her hse lol slack till 12 plus
lao po if you saw this post of mine
don't worry everything will be ook de lorr
cheer up lorrr everything will be ok de lorrr love you so much
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Today quite a very tiring day coz my brother joe came to my hse to camp last night lorrr
we played a lot of games hahha so ya we played till 3 plus hahahah drank some beer martell xo hahaha power before we sleep
than ya back to the story today i woke up at 11am head so pain hahah than slack all the way til 2 plus mean while i slack i am trying to repair the internet in my computer and joe played my games hahha
so ya we step out from my house at 3 plus than head down to compass point to buy my prepaid card for my darling lao po as her phone kena conficated by the school DM lan jiao knn stupid girl she tried to drag us apart so knn right...next time yr son or yr daughter conform suffer lol hahha
knn you better don't anymore spread the news lorr once you spread i make sure you suffer ok knn back to the story just found my lao po number than head down to boon keng and gave my lao po a surpise hahaha than ya lol we slack a bit than head down to buy my dinner lol and we bought beer hahaha but i don know she is trying to run away haha but lao po if you see this post of mine please don't run away from reality as you still got me you can still relay on me
if you sad you can go and lie down on my shoulder...maybe my shoulder maybe too sharp for you but you can still lie on it... k love you so much k don't run away than how am i going to find you...i won't give up on this relationship and you shouldn't have that idea too lol do you understand ??? no matter wat problem/obstacle/wall...infront of us we will break through no matter wat k 
mine is the black one and hers is the heineken hahha
i too power liao 2 day drink so muach i think tml i have to do more sit up liao hahaha
k la i go sleep as i a bit drunk too liao hope ppl would understand wat i feel today lorrrr
Friday, April 24, 2009
Today i am very sad haiz
there is mistake that ppl might done even during war time the general may made a mistake as he usually think of the big picture but not the small picture lol.......
Dear baobei it may seem that the obstacle we are facing are difficult to cross but as long as we got each other we sure can overcome it de lorrr i know it haha.... i know that god are testing on our relationship i hope that there will be one day you can be my wife but too that day...i will not give up de and so you please don't give up too....don't sad le lorrr...i spend quite a forture to settle the problem...even i have no money or i lose everything i know that i still got you....i may ask you something can you be with me forever....as we went through so much le....
please?? k end here lol.........
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Today just a day i am very sad haiz
i don wish to say it just a big suck day
the day i wouldn't forget it
that the day that i have to keep distance because of some ppl mouth and their mouth never stop closing de.......the male and female i am refering to are very big mouth please when you see this post of mine please reflect to yourself..do you like it when ppl keep spreading that you stead with her ??? eventhrough you wan a low profile relationship as there is some rule there stated ok please think about it
and ya i may do something that unreasonable to you but you don have to shoot my baobei right if you not happy just talk to me infront....don be a girl please.....and yes you maybe a person that have only the word play in the thick skull of yours.....but did you ever think about it before you say???the answer is NO.......please arrr go and start thinking in the thick skull of yours ok
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Today woke up at half past 5 hahaha start my slacking at my bed till 6 plus
as usual brush my teeth than eat 1 piece of bread and bath than finally go to school
hahaha but in a process i was helping my baobei to print her art stuff hahaha pro right in the morning help her hahaha...than my printer very guai it print everything out without no error or driver error hahha maybe even my printer love her too hahah
than ya i have class for hydraulics so ya the person i @*^@*$#!*&%^$ the most is there too
go guess it out who is it....than ya during breaktime i went out with my bro joe than he just speak with me a lot of sad stuff lol.....after that i go back to class liao till 11 plus wait for emil gary and yujun than accompany them till plaza sing than i played max tune hahaha guess wat someone ask me if i am chonglim than wat can i say of course ya...he said that ''do you still remember me ?? than suddenly cross my mind that is him oh ya is him the one whom i work with the ncc ppl lol hahaha.............nvm lazy to type so long
after that i went to take 65 all the way down to macpherson secondary wait for my baobei haha so ya .....after that we went to aljunied mrt station and made our way down to vivo city...we watched 17again
very funny hahaha a 17yearold asked another 17 yr old to do not go out with that guy hahaha
oh ya after that we slack at the garden hahaha
i don know why she yell hahaha but very cute lol isn't cute hahaha love her so much
suddenly she kiss me hahaha oh my god i was shock hahaha my process to slow liao hahaha i should kiss liao hahaha k la than i do this
power right hahaha.......hahaha she once told me that left handed ppl very few only 4% in 6billion hhaha wow than i am so damn lucky to find her hahaha
than we went home liao till 10plus
i am so lazy to go back liao but no choice hahaha so ya when i am walking quite a distance i suddenly remember that i forgotten to give her the printing paper hahaha than i call her and tell her lol...she so cute the way she is searching for me hahhaa than i pass it to her and gave her a goodbye kiss hahhaa so nice of me hahaha than ya went back home liao reach home at 11 plus than bath lol hahahaha.................i love her so much.......falling in love deeper hahaha.....oh ya i am saving up money liao i wan to give her something hahahah secret hahaha.....
love her so much
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