Sunday, March 29, 2009
haiz today very bad luck when did i did something wrong
sio
haiz wat the fuck am i doing in this world and in my life
the story goes like this:
1.45am
i was going around ppl blog to blog looking if there is any of my circle of friends created a blog
than i went into xiao mao blog..i read and read her blog...its time to go see some link....i saw ''our blog'' hmm i was thinking so fast xiao mao created the blog for us...so i happily open it up..than i saw something that shocked everything such as mentally mood haiz the detail part is a under private so ya back to the story....i read and read the blog i was getting emo and emo le...as i felt that i am not so pro than her ex stead...i getting more heavily and heavily mood...so ya came back to xiao mao profile blog...i saw 'broken' maybe its her new blog so i open up and take a look so again another blow went through me haiz...i read and read i can feel that she still like/love her ex lol.....so my mood getting even worse (from bad to worse).....thats ok i told myself....but when i try to sleep all i can see is that ''the words that coming from the two blog....so i can't sleep at all for the whole night...when its about 6plus i was at the jetty....i saw the first light in punggol jetty...i was just looking at the port of johor.....i am thinking wat am i suppose to do when i see her is it ''pretend that nothing happen'' or ''ask her everything'' or ''just run away'' ???
i didn't came up with any answer...its about 8 plus in the singapore time i was at my house close curtain...i saw there ppl looking at my flat from the opp side flat....the detail part i didn't want to say much...after that i chiong and play hide and seek with them.....than i go meet my xiao mao...in my journey to her house i text her asking abt the blog she say that she no feeling with him but i did not feel anything relieve so at that time my mood is very heavy le....when i reach there i put up a good smile with her...just wan to give her something happy mood but deep down my heart its very terrible very sad...never mind so we went to meet kah hou and the ppl in my unit npcc lorr than we head to beach road to buy their stuff lorr....so after that me and xiao mao we went to sim lim square to buy and repair her Iphone so after that she broke her news to me that she need to reach home at 6 k lorr...since you have to go back liao than forget about my plan
as my plan was to take her to orchand cathay...shop for things and go around maybe take some neo print pa as she once told me that she had a long time since she took one le so i wanted to make her happy by doing that....than after that i hope i can take her to the singapore flyer to have a ride up as i saw her blog wrote that she never exp that yet so i hope that i can make her happy lorrr... but my plan fail haiz thats ok lol....currently my mind is very confused and moody i don know wat to do to make her fall in love with me deeper...can anyone teach me haiz i try everything....as she can read every single of my mind....i believe she exp it before haiz now we even less often wat we usually do...so everytime when i look into her eyes she usually ask why than look away seem to think something else haiz i don't know....
Saturday, March 28, 2009
today i am not feeling very good both physical and mentally...as i seen one of her blog...
i understand that you may still thinking of him i admit that but i always let ppl have the choice
so ya i promise i won't do anything silly till further notice.......you maybe the one that i love but still i must love your everything physical or mentally........hope she understand.....maybe i am jealous pa haha never mind........
HRC
today trainer and instructor not a lot
3 instructor which is FI
at least 6 trainer haha
today we got more than 6 school coming in mostly area 5 cadet
they quite ok to me haha...i love to take pamper pole haha my stunt
part haha.....i had a badly sunburn haiz saded hahaha than i went to xiao mao house
after that.....we have the emo time we have the happy time mostly together haha haha
so ya hahaha i felt and felt she the cutest girl i ever met so far hahaha....but sometime give into her
hahaha.....at night i heard from my cadet that one of my CI wants to tag along Alamak !!!!
that CI also likes my Xiao Mao Mi haiz haiz haiz...noow i very emo liao sadded he spoil my day haiz
haiz
Friday, March 27, 2009
today damn fuck up...........
i woke up at 11plus so i go bath and so on and made my way down to school...than i got house arrest i can't come out cos my cadet keep standing outside so i can't come out haiz saded never mind lorr...so after that during the speech day training...i ask mr chin where is my npcc going to stand i was scolded by him and somemore using mic sia kan ni na cheebye he got problem is it kan ni na i ask him nicely lorr kan ni na he think he big fuck is it scold ppl like that...as if he is so big where big his cock big is it kan ni na cheebye....damn piss off from everyone la kan ni na next time that fucking chin if he made another scolding i will withdraw from the speech day kan ni na...so wat st john big fuck arr....is he never do any marking by right he already must brief every CLT or the CI about it yet never...are you respecting us first a not...you think we CI no life is it...kan ni na....from now on i don't respect you at all....mr chin...you are not the person whom i will respect at all now on as you can't manage yr time well, your instruction is not clear at all and your so call planning suck..if you say that ncc plan de...its also your fault that you never do it properly...our npcc CI standing there you think wat... for you to any how scold is it...let me ask you do you like it when someone yell,shout,scream at you for nothing...think about it la mr chin.....use yr brain to think....if they parade were behind time whose fault is that...its yours too as you did not plan well and your instruction did not gave early......where is yr time management.... where is the teamwork all i can see you are playing sole...think about it la use yr brain la
1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
-cheek
2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
-Full of energy .
3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
-Xiao Mao =]
4. Would you consider yourself spoiled ?
-No
5. Will you ever donate blood ?
-no.
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
-YES.
7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
-Obviously,yes !
8. What does your last text message say?
-ehhh..
9. What are you thinking right now ?
-thinking of Xiao mao.
1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
-Yes.
11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
-3 am.
12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
-Nike
13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
-Yup.
14. Who was the last person(s) who text you ?
-Xiao Mao
"Lucky" Person to do this quiz ;
1. Esther
2. Andric
3. Zamree
4. Janice
5. Crytal
6. Andrew
7. Kian Hwee
8. Muthalib
9.Angela
10. Gordon
15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
no one
16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?
- Male
17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good thing ?
- both are attached.
18. What is no.1 studying about ?
-hmm thats a good qns haha she is still in secondary school
19. When was the last time you text them ?
-last month
2o. Is no.4 single ?
-Yes
21. Say something about no.2
- lol.he getting older and older haha
22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?
-both are boys ...
23. Describe no.9 .
-cute , easy to bully
24. What will you do if no.6 & no.7 fight ?
-nothing stand there and watch lorr
25. Do you like 8 ?
-NO ! but okay okay , as a ex classmate.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
today i was suppose to wake up a bit later but lorr two ppl sms me in the morning...both of them wrote ''good morning'' sian than never mind lorr than i heard my mother '(cry mother cry father)in hokkien...about me again haiz damn sad haiz but i don give the damn to her sio but sian my dad going to leave for another country...i am left alone sian everyday can kena shoot and shoot by her haiz sadded haiz never mind lorr....than i slack til 4 plus, i made my way down to sengkang compass point to buy mocha and carmeal for my xiao mao haha..as she complain i didn't buy for her coffee at starbuck haha gues wat she say ''she wan me cannot sleep arr'' haiz haha hope she never read it haha haha....back to the story i waited from 6pm till 7 plus for her wa lau eh damn sian ppl thought wat am i doing there haha...there is a auntie passby ask me wat am i doing there i said i am delivery starbuck hahaha damn peiseh haha....so when xiao mao reach she saw me emo hahaha so i spend my half of the night there at my xiao mao house hahaha all i can say my xiao mao very the cute haha
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
today...early in the morning i went around Singapore looking for something hahah hahah
so i started my journey from sengkang shopping centre to vivo city , northpoint (woodland),jurong point (boon lay).....just looking for the something.by the time 4 plus i bought the (something) than i made my way down to her house than i told her i wan to go off liao haha she became so emo sio haha....firstly i put my bag outside her house, i went down tellling her that i am going off,but i was worried that she might emo too much, i made my way back haha when i knock at her door and she didn't saw me guess wat she done,she just slam the door and lock the door haiz sadded haiz,than i just don wan to joke le just knock the door and enter lorr haha......
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
today i reach hougang primary at about 8.45am when i saw my instructor of the day who is jas
the first time i saw in the school is that a new print machine...i like wtf so pro the school have new print sio haha than when i reach the canteen i saw stall stating jia jia stall something like that i was was shock haha cos my cadet name also ma hahah hahaha than i have 3 run first is at the staricase abseil down slowly than we go up to 4 floor than abseile down i was the second person but wtf my front shirt is wet due to the water in the rope hahah than my test came in lol haha so sian but i pass haha than after that i went to her hse and end of my day ''i am out'' bye bye haha {its a phrase that the instructor thought de haha}
thats is so long til i ever blog le hahah from today my blog willl be back intect hahaha
these few months i am busy wither schooling or npcc lol
never go out de lorr i very guai de hahah
so jan til march just busy with both npcc and schooling haha
march time there is a cadet of my who is a female say that she likes me lol
wth lol haha but i never tell her too bad i can't find the truth to tell her
but in the meantime i met a girl who always beside me who always joke with me when i am either
sad or happy hahaha who is {E} hahaah
i went out with her couple of times haha she very cute no wonder a lot of ppl likes her but she
rejected a lot.....so wat about me haha i am so lucky maybe she also likes me too hhaha
next time than i show you guys ppicture haha not the time yet hahaa
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