Thursday, September 10, 2009
Labels: i miss you and ah bi please come back to me
for past few days i never slept at all...i just can't sleep as a lot of things happen to me...you should be able to guess wat is it liao...my parent wouldn't allow ah bi(my baby nick) to born as they sacred of 'their' face being thrown...i am sad very sad...i went to school one of my friend saw me and ask me whether i am ok a not ?..my brothers thanks for concerning me..i am alright...today i felt like everything is lost..i lost ah bi and baby...i lost the way...today i was crossing the road there was a car nearly kill me...i not sure why at the first place there was a car at the road..because i am able to recall that there was no car nor bus at the road it is safe to cross...so ya...i felt there's is something pushing me to the other side of the road..hmm maybe i think too much so ya i am alright lor..maybe i am not careful pa...so ya spend the time in school..than went out to play lan and so on...but i am still not enjoying myself as my heart is still on ah bi...
i may be a weak guy when comes to relationship..i will intend to shed tears...which i really don't wish to say..i felt like hidden myself from anyone...but i couldn't do that as my brothers keep me accompany but i still push them away...sorry bro you guys should know what kind of situation i am...
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
baby if you are reading this i am sorry... i have lost the battle....i try to fight for ah bi i try my best le...my family still ask me to settle it on my own...currently i felt dishearten heart broken...by their reaction...i thought my mom will help me but she back stab me...she say she will help me but in the end you are causing this pain towards me...i wanted to die but i can't leave baby and ah bi....i love you both all i wan is to see you both beside me..is that too much to ask..why is my father all he care is face face face...did you care about your son and grandson no because you said that you lost face to me...Wat the fuck what kind of man are you? all you know is to earn and earn and earn...all you care is money money money...how about me..did you care i guess not...my mom even worse...i am heart broken..i am tired i am really tired...why my family must be like that god...i hate everything in life...i hate it...who can i talk to now...who who who...god why are you playing with my life...can you just let me go...don't play with my life anymore and my baby life too let us born this child into this world..god please i surrender my life to you...baby don't bu li wor i really really needs you to be there for me..don leave me...
the past few days i am getting my surprise after surprise...only my brothers and some of my friends would know what happened to me...so ya i really hope i could get approve from it...and start a new life...tonight will be mine greatest battle of mankind in century...if once get approve i will be happy that i won the battle lorr...to my baby i will be the one who will shield you from arrow.....thanks all my brothers who show concern toward my life lorr i am glad that i have you guys in my life thks bro
Thursday, September 3, 2009
these few days i am sick thanks for all my brothers,gan mei mei and classmate concern lorr i am ok lorr hahas...so ya...my relationship is currently maintain quite well..hmm family business still going quite well too hahas...so ya hope to busy myself more more stuff pa as i don wan to slack at somewhere unless its fun place ba...hmmm sometime no ball spammer love to spam at my blog
hmm nothing to blog le pa
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