Tuesday, October 20, 2009
yesterday its 20th October
it mark my relationship into 4 months...
nothing much to celebrate..as my lao po fallen sick...so let her rest pa..althrough it maybe sad case...but its ok hahas...so ya tml is 22nd October it marks my birthday...so ya i guess i am celebrating my birthday alone again...last year was lucky that my squad mate celebrate with me look at the older post you guys will understand...tml wat should i do ?...see who got sim to celebrate with me...as my lao po can't celebrate pa as she is sick...so let her rest pa...if no one celebrate with me than i celebrate my own hahas...every year my birthday i always go to pasir ris park go to more remote place to feel the breeze of the wind...spend one whole day there...almost all my secondary schoolmate knows that i am not afraid of that things...maybe tml i go cycle around singapore it will be nice as i never try that before or go to jungle to explore...tml than see how lol hahas
Sunday, October 18, 2009
hmmm updating my blog right now hahas...
2more months i am getting married to my beloved wife..hmmm i can't wait to see her everyday
hahas...hmmm 2 more months its still far very far being reached..hope time can turn faster..this coming thursday is my birthday hope everything goes fine as i hope no one remember it including my brothers as i don know wat will happen to me hahas...maybe stay low hahas
Saturday, October 10, 2009
this few days i had a very emotional unstable due to the current situation..today is just great..my girlfriend is patching up with the long lost friend..i don't want to talk about it...if you guys wants to know about it just call me or sms me i will tell you...hmmm currently i thinks that letting go is the best choice...letting go of her is the best choice of all..meaning i am giving her freedom letting her fly rather than preventing her fly...is like if you want the person to grow up you must let them be..than when they suffer they will know wat is right...so i am telling myself to let go let her be if she wants to do what let her be as i have no control of her...she wouldn't listen to me so ya let her fly pa...give her the freedom...so ya to me is the best choice of all..or else i might be facing the fights everyday...let her be pa...not that i don care anymore its time for you think pa...this is my final thoughts that will never change my mind...this currently post is the decision that i am making...i give you the freedom, i won't stop you from doing things, what you want to do i won't stop...that's final..because you wouldn't want me to control at all..so ya i let go..let god or fate leads you...hmm i shouldn't be protective anymore as its no point protecting the person i love...hmmm let it be ba...hmm tonight have gathering stupid gathering knn why must at geylang for dinner haiz no choice but to go...
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
hmmm thought of posting something up
i guess my attitude my principle is too much for her to take
ba. my closest friends including my brothers and my gan mei mei..
knows that i hate things being half said or half done
i hate ppl do back stab me..
i really do get very very angry...
not that secret and surprise is bad
but all i want to said is if you wants to say it. say it full rather than giving me a answer which contain only 50%... i am a simple person just that don't step onto somewhere you shouldn't be stepping such as a country there is certain flight path of a airplane can follow.
i don force you to change but i certain hope you could just bear with me
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Its been quite a while.
the last time i post...
the past few week i could say there's up and down.turning point for my baby...my family is starting to accept the baby.thats a good thing i fought a very tiring fight..my family is not so open minded as some other person families..my family needs time to accept..sometime people do grown up but some not..i could see it..nobody knows my life and understand deep down into me..only god knows..i have given up my life totally..as i lost sometime greater than i could withstand that blow...no one understand that...my dream is to be a policeman..that is dash too...last time i do understand people thinking. thats why i have a lot of friends..as i know what are they thinking...but now its seem like that skill of mine is lost too..i couldn't say how much i regret doing that..why there's no one is there to guide me when i am down...the girl that i love she knows my case..i guess she doesn't believe my story too..as i hurt her too much..its not her fault as i am the one who hurt her..i tried to surface her that problem of mine..she didn't say anything too..who can help me...past few days she kept giving me pressure after pressure...i told her to relax but up to now its no use..just yesterday i am mad at her...as like i fought this battle for her and the baby..than she wants to give up..i know you have that mental breakdown of yours..is like unfair to me..you kept stating that i will mistreated you and that baby..i won't so is my family too..i fuck care the person who change your view i don even care..you say that i am unfair to you..than is my family easy to talk?..ask yourself is my family you ever care?...let me ask you do you even care about me...is like i am alone at most event...no one can support unless you do as you are mine future wife..i am very tired i tried you say you are very tired...is like wat the fuck to me am i not tired too...all you know is complain and complain..complain you are tired complain you want wish to take baby away..complain my family complain my sister...let me asked you this small question...did you ever think of the better solution to solve these problem rather than complain this and that...i can't pamper you too much ok..i have balance order..which means i won't side you too much. as i will compare who is right and who is wrong and than i will compare..i am a balance type of person..and please grow up abit as don use die infront of you...die cannot solve anything...die is only childish act...since you said you are not childish than wake up to reality...
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