~May Your Light Shine :D~

Thursday, September 10, 2009

for past few days i never slept at all...i just can't sleep as a lot of things happen to me...you should be able to guess wat is it liao...my parent wouldn't allow ah bi(my baby nick) to born as they sacred of 'their' face being thrown...i am sad very sad...i went to school one of my friend saw me and ask me whether i am ok a not ?..my brothers thanks for concerning me..i am alright...today i felt like everything is lost..i lost ah bi and baby...i lost the way...today i was crossing the road there was a car nearly kill me...i not sure why at the first place there was a car at the road..because i am able to recall that there was no car nor bus at the road it is safe to cross...so ya...i felt there's is something pushing me to the other side of the road..hmm maybe i think too much so ya i am alright lor..maybe i am not careful pa...so ya spend the time in school..than went out to play lan and so on...but i am still not enjoying myself as my heart is still on ah bi...
i may be a weak guy when comes to relationship..i will intend to shed tears...which i really don't wish to say..i felt like hidden myself from anyone...but i couldn't do that as my brothers keep me accompany but i still push them away...sorry bro you guys should know what kind of situation i am...

Labels: i miss you and ah bi please come back to me

isaac blogged at 1:50 AM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...