~May Your Light Shine :D~

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

baby if you are reading this i am sorry... i have lost the battle....i try to fight for ah bi i try my best le...my family still ask me to settle it on my own...currently i felt dishearten heart broken...by their reaction...i thought my mom will help me but she back stab me...she say she will help me but in the end you are causing this pain towards me...i wanted to die but i can't leave baby and ah bi....i love you both all i wan is to see you both beside me..is that too much to ask..why is my father all he care is face face face...did you care about your son and grandson no because you said that you lost face to me...Wat the fuck what kind of man are you? all you know is to earn and earn and earn...all you care is money money money...how about me..did you care i guess not...my mom even worse...i am heart broken..i am tired i am really tired...why my family must be like that god...i hate everything in life...i hate it...who can i talk to now...who who who...god why are you playing with my life...can you just let me go...don't play with my life anymore and my baby life too let us born this child into this world..god please i surrender my life to you...baby don't bu li wor i really really needs you to be there for me..don leave me...

isaac blogged at 10:35 AM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...