~May Your Light Shine :D~

Saturday, August 1, 2009

updating my blog hahas, this few days happen a lot of things...perhaps only some people get to knows about it right?. its ok...once happen its already happen and ya hope everything is in a smooth journey from now on....yesterday night i reached home around 2plus after fetching my lao po back to her home...i been thinking...thinking of my bibi...so my thoughts wandering again.. thinking,imagine whats my future with my bibi..when can i have her by my side..my bed,pillow,kitty is cold..but if there's someone beside me it will be warm... one of my friend asked this question : why didn't get for her a couple ring ? i reply : i didn't want to get for her because i don't want any kind of rings i want wedding ring with her that is more better a couple ring...
i want to keep my finger for the only one k...
there is a question i can't answer myself either which is :
loneliness
God give a nice and my ms right...but he always likes to give me challenge..
sometimes i might felt lonely in this world
as i don't talk to anyone..usually i will isolate from the world of friendship
perhap i am too much of a mystery lorr...but bibi... trust me i have already tell you everything
nothing more to hide le..just that i am too mystery le lor...bibi you know what happen to me during my darkest period of my life..whats is the cause of it...

lets drop all the emoing topic k...

bibi knowing you is my best present...of all you came into my life which i want someone badly to lend her shoulder for me to rest on...from the period till now i am very tired i have lost everything friendship my goals,myself etc...bibi do you know that everytime i hug you i felt the warm in your smile and yr warm heart..i felt if time can pause let me hug longer...the time we spend together is nice fun...i cherish it...becuase i can see you...but sometime like weekend i didn't manage to see you i turnout sad very sad i didn''t know the reason why....

bibi trust me on this i will marry one day it won't be long away...i swear to god cross my heart
love bibi so much

isaac blogged at 12:29 AM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...