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Saturday, August 8, 2009

the past few days a lot things happen
1st: i resign from my job
2nd: these few days my heart pump very fast and it seem to be out of breath
3rd: i am worry about my lao po when i am not around in the zone x
these few case made me so sad for past two days
whole thing goes like this
friday in themorning my lao po came to my house she called me 14 times and sms me too
i didn't wake up to pick up the call hmmm by than i found it odd lorr...my maid knock on my door telling me my lao po is here...so i saw her...she came to my house than next thing i found myself going back to sleep...she felt boring so she slept too...than my mom knock on to the door and she told me that she taking the maid to plaza to settle stuff lol so i woke up to bath...after going to the amk hub putting my shirt than we head off to eat lorr...since i starting work at 1615 i thought of takin her back home...so when we walk i felt very tired very tired..i have no idea whats cause that to happen...i felt my heart pump getting weaker....so slowly i felt out of breath...beginning to use my mouth to hunt for air...i can see that she was getting to worry...i said i am fine i still can go to work...so ya after a while of walking i couldn't take it...
no choice i still have to work...i told her i can work...so next thing she do is that she called joan my manager that i couldn't work on that day last minute basics...than she scolded my lao po and me too...haiz i could understand her feeling too but no choice lorr...that day till now i am still feeling very weak and getting weaker each day i don know why...
thats why i want to see my lao po everyday...i really want to see her
i worry about her...God do not take away me...i want to see her i want to be with her

isaac blogged at 8:52 PM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...