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Wednesday, July 8, 2009

today was just another day which i enjoy most of the process..but its not perfect...
i fetch my baby early in the morning about 6 plus...pei her to school..after that went back home to sleep...came out at 12.30pm reach my baby school at 1 plus waiting in a shelter near her sch..saw her and pei her to amk hub...half way through the journey we saw her sister...she talk to her and so on etc...we finally reach amk hub...walk walk around..bought her a jacket and a dress...so on than take her home lol thats all
everytime when i say goodbye to her, looking at her walking towards the lift...it tigger my emotional mood i intend to feel sad...asking why do time going so slow...why couldn't i walk with her back to her house,why couldn't i do this and that....all sort of question popping out my head...wondering how am i going to do next when her father ban me from looking her daughter am i going to be emo everyday listen to love story by Taylor Swift...haiz i just want the clock to turn faster.....turn to 5months it will be better...sigh i am thinking what cause her to have no freedom...why this and that sigh...even through i love her but i couldn't bring myself to ask it... i love her...and god why didn't you turn the time faster why...i thought you usually does it in my life....haiz i am too irrated by yesterday and so on..i have no mood to talk more...
i hope that my baby is ok...haiz

isaac blogged at 2:44 AM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...