Saturday, July 4, 2009
these few days happened a lot of stuff, relationship wise, my family, my life
under relationship wise
she is the perfect girl for me and i love her, she is the one and ya she's the one who touches my life in currently situation....i felt happy...but i am sad because she still have doubts on me..and we are not stable yet...from wat my lao po says...i just sad...i couldn't sleep for the whole night i am thinking why is this happening to me...am i too mystery for you find out...from my view my previous relationship which change my life and i lost everything in my life...currently my life is like after war situation...blood shed land and land of dead bodies...thats why a phrase can say about me...a relationship can change a person and his personality....sorry i know its hard for you to guess out about me...because my previous relationship of that girl who made me lose everything...since the previous relationship i have isolate myself from anyone because i sacred to lose everything again...but still i start my relationship with you..i afraid to lose you too...god taken almost all my everything...leaving a land after destruction...
i have nothing now...my money my everything...
dear god
this time i won't let you take kerryn away from me...she is my life support without her..i might just give up on my life...returning to your side....i need her god...she is just my future that i would want to marry over...god you have taken my life effort,my lifeworks,my life passion,my outdoor passion...what else do you want from me arr?
who can i relay on now?? who can rebuild my world after its destruction??who can gave me the will to carry on....even through i pick myself up but still i am just the person whose hope got dash....so much that he is starting to given up...
no one can answer that because its deep down into me...
no one ever cares for me from wat she does to me
no one ever love me that much from wat she does
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