Monday 29/06/09
woke up at half past 4...went to bath and reach my lao po block at 5.15am
waited for till 6.15...it seem so fast...i don't think its 1 hours as a min ago i checked its 5.15am than second time its 5.30am le...how come..myself also don't understand why too..hahas...so ya go to her school had our breakfast together..its like my first time got up so early and pei someone that i love...last time i used to be isolate with my ex girlfriend..i won't about them that much lorr...this time is different i myself couldn't find the answer...how come i open up to my lao po so much and love her so much lei hmmm is she the one who step into my world?? i think so...she is my dream girl in the thick skull of mine..my idea girl is something like her pa...my lao po is a special one...realli...its my luck that i found her....because she knows where and when to care about me not like others ppl...she knows when to be sweet that melts my heart away...i can't took my eyes off her...i felt happy the moment i am with her...when i am with her i feels the world finally have colour and a place for me to live in..she maybe someone that ppl thinks she is not good but to me she is the 100%..the most perfect girl
back to the story hehe...went back home KPKB by my mom and so on after that came out go to my lao po school waited too...hahas saw her...i was so happy hahas...than i wan to cross the road and she asked me to walk into the some sort of crossing road for ppl...hehehe she is so sweet hahaas...after that we went to compass point than angmokio ave 3 or 4..a place where there's a lot of pet shop hahas she told me a lot of stuff...hahahs after that i took her to her house and during the journey she gave me a riddle the question goes like this everyone have to let it go one day...ppl felt it important...the answer is the word dead... wtf it freak me out...why she has the thinking to stop living...did i do something wrong did i...i don't want her to leave me...my mind is so confuse so confuse that freak me out at the bus stop thinking wat is happening...let me tells you how my brain thinks...still remember when your computer you accidentally open tooo many window and the computer lag...so when the computer manage to clear the memory it pop up so many folder and window...yup thats how i felt..
lol than i work at night i have no mood to do anything..bringing out my sadded mood...after that i felt like the world is coming to an end...but after that sms her and i went home sleep..
today i woke up at half past 4..i try to push my body up next thing i vomit wtf...i vomit blood my first thought was am i have period hahahas jkjk...next thing i felt giddy and i tried to change my cloth and start moving to the door i vomit again...than i blackout on the floor..i regain myself at 8 plus found myself in my bed ok thats good next thing i saw my lao po sms reply her lol i am so so sorry that i didn't tells you because i don't want you to lose all yr attention...all turn everything to me i will ber guilty de lorr...so ya later i taking her home at last so happy hahaha...should i buy a couple ring with her or buy a webcam so that i could webcam with her lei ?? hmmm i don't know lei