~May Your Light Shine :D~

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Today was just some quiet day i met lol
waking up at 4plus checking up on my inbox,my tag box,my email etc..
but there is nothing haiz sadded but i so sorry Shaz-reeN that i accidentally spam your cbox
i suggest that you should change another cbox...due to the lacking of the cbox
sorry..today thought of going to school early but its raining...too bad....slack till 6plus before stepping out
the first thing when i wake up is to sms her...i am wondering if she got receive my sms??....but i cannot jump to conclusion lorr...than ya go to school i have to take temperature haiz troublesome lol...
just went to play soccer with the malays with my classmate jia loong...have fun till like....
go to lifeskill slack around...going to plaza sing...eat burger king..eeeee the mushroom burger not nice lol..
but the fries is nice..both positive and negative....during the day i miss her, during the night i think of her..
i been asking god ''why do you want to crack a joke on us , on this couple why??''
is it fate or destiny?...is it a test??...no one knows....haiz....
please give me a answer now!!
you have taken back the ability......you have brought down upon me last time...
i have already kneel down upon you...i just want this relationship to continue...
you already have taken a lot of things from me...
i lost almost everything...you already throw me back to my old self..
and what the hell you want me to do...i just love her...i don't want to leave her.....
i know what is love
love is to Accepting, Appreciating , Wanting Another to Feel Good
yes i am trying to change to a better person but it takes time
than how about the girl i love...
what do she expect me to do??
how can i win her back to me...
my brother joe may notice a lot of things during the whole process itself
i can be as caring as {123}
i can be as nice as {456}
i can be as lovely as {789}
but if the person doesn't open the door i couldn't talk anything much
the number is {0}
if people open up to me i can speak a lot of things instead of question right after question...
if people doesn't open up to talk...i can't do anything just asking the same question again and again
{open up} means speak to his/her bottom of his/her heart such as what happen today, why you are unhappy,is there anything bothering you and so on
i maybe no position to ask you to do that....yes i am just a bore person who don't understand that much of body language...

that all for today
hope for a better tml
everything could change for a better

isaac blogged at 3:35 AM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...